Siapakah AKU?

Termenung sejenak....terimbau semule zaman dulu kala, mase sekolah...rajin sgt masuk pertndingan...lakonan,sajak, pidato, syarahan...BM, BI, B.Arab...nasib baek je xde bhs mandarin..klu tak semua sapu. Tapi....hmm...tak pernah menang..huhu...tapi, tak pernah kesah kalah menang, yg pnting amek bahagian..tambah ilmu, cari pengalaman

Ble pkir balek, pertndingn tu memerlukan aku bercakap di hdpn orang ramai...so, nervous adalah perkara biase n byk kali gak rasenye aku lupe isi, ape lg bukak kertas balek la...dah la cakap kurg lancar bak kate sorang cikgu tu,"intonasi kamu monotonous"...(monotonous=serata,tiada nada)....teguran yg membina(langsung tak amek hati)...masalah besarnye, tgn aku ni selalu mengalami 'tremous'....dr jauh pn bleh nmpak kertas yg aku pegang 'menggeletar'....hahaha...tp sbb yg bleh buat aku meneruskan pertndingan dgn baik adalah kerana....aku hanya baca teks kat tangan, tak payah pndang audiences sehinggalah habis teks...clever of me(psycologically).....haha, tu yg tak penah menang tuh..

Walaupn rase mcm cari malu je, tp entah kenape tetap jugak ad keyakinan nk brdepan ngan orang ramai...penah gak trikir,"tak tau malu ke aku nih?"....tp kira better la, at least aku mencuba berbnding orang lain yg dh mengaku kalah walaupn blum pn bermula..(bangga)...lagipn mase tuh budak2 lagi, kalau malu pn xde la malu sgt..buat muka tebal je...tp, ble makin besar, makin tinggi la rase malu tuh so, makin kurang la keyakinan cakap depan orang ramai....ble cikgu nak buat ujian lisan, gemuruhnye bukan main..dua tiga kali ulang-alik masuk bilik air, muka pucat giler....hahaha(geli hati dibuatnye)....tp nasib baik la aku jenis yg pndai cover, tak la nmpak takut sgt...buat2 muka confidence tp padahal dlm hati mcm gempa bumi....hehe



Sekarang?ble dh masuk universiti ni rase cam tak participate langsung dlm sosial activity...kenape aku tak seperti dulu?...byk kali aku tengok senior2 aku bagi talk n forum kt atas pentas, tengok kawan2 jd mc dgn selamba(siap buat lawak spontan), tengok junior2 lead kumpulan dgn baik skali....aku nak sgt jd seperti mereka...(kagum)...kenapa aku tak sehebat mereka?lame aku melayang.....tetiba laptop aku 'melagukan' satu lagu nih..tajuknye, 'Stay the Same'

Don't you ever wish you were someone else
You were meant to be the way you are exactly
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself you're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same coz there's nothing about you I would change

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize all the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way

Believe in yourself reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself you will come alive
Have faith in what you do you'll make it through

Ilham yang datang tanpa diduga...lirik die mmg mudah tangkap, so aku terus tulis...mcm tau2 je ap yg berlegar2 kt kepala nih...huhu....aku akn tetap menjadi diriku,tapi tak bermakna there's no improvement inside me....mungkin tak salah nak kagum dengan orang yg lebih hebat, tp jadikanlah itu sebagai semangat kite nak berubah menjadi seperti mereka..oops, bukan 'menjadi seperti mereka' tetapi 'menjadi hebat seperti mereka'..

Yup, aku akan terus mnjadi diriku tp bukan diriku yg lemah sebaliknya diriku yg bertmbah2 hebatnye...haha(penuh semangat)....mungkinkah suatu hari nanti aku akn jd lebih hebat drp mereka?...(melayang)

Indahnya PELANGI

ade tak sometimes kite pening kepala nk pilih baju ape yg nk dpakai?warna ape?matching tak ngan seluar ni,tudung tu? kadang tu sampai kawan yg jd mangsa kene pilih baju utk kite..ish..tak patut....

people says, each color gives own meaning...baju merah, orang kata berani..kalau pink, nampak ayu...klu putih, bagai suci dlm debu...klu hitam, teringat crite 'men in black'...klu hijau?..nmpak bulan..klu biru?..nmpak dacing...ahaks

But, that's what people says...jom bace what colors say...

Hijau dengan penuh yakin membuka bicara, “Aku adalah warna yang paling penting. Aku mewarnai rumput dan tumbuhan di seluruh muka bumi untuk membekalkan makanan dan juga oksigen. Tanpaku hidup bagaikan tidak bernyawa bagi manusia dan haiwan”.

Tiba-tiba Biru mencelah, “Aku adalah yang sebenarnya terpenting dalam kehidupan. Aku mewarnai 2/3 daripada permukaan bumi. Air laut dan sungai merupakan sumber keperluan utama bagi kehidupan. Tambahan lagi, langit yang tergantung di atas itu pun penuh dengan diriku. Tanpaku, tiada maknanya lagi kehidupan dimuka bumi ini”.

Kuning menerjah tidak mahu mengalah, “Aku lagi berkuasa! Aku memberi warna kepada matahari sang pembakar. Cahayanya menerangi alam semesta. Habanya memberi kehangatan kepada kehidupan. Tanpaku dunia gelap gelita dan tiada kehangatan. Kehidupan bagaikan tiada arah akibat tiada cahaya yang menyuluh”.

Biru Tua pula membidas, “Sekali aku muncul, Oren pun tidak akan kelihatan. Bukankah aku warna yang hebat? Aku mewarnai langit di waktu malam. Aku menjadi latar belakang kepada bintang-bintang yang berkelipan. Tanpaku malam tidak lagi indah dengan sinaran bulan dan bintang”.

Oren menyampuk tidak mahu ketinggalan, “Aku tidak kurang pentingnya juga. Aku mewarnai kebanyakan buah-buahan yang penuh dengan vitamin. Aku mementingkan kesihatan hidupan di muka bumi. Tanpaku hidupan mudah diserang penyakit dan hilanglah keceriaan dalam kehidupan”.

Tanpa berlengah, Ungu mempamerkan diri, “Lihatlah betapa aku dimuliakan. Aku diangkat tinggi menjadi lambang kerabat diraja. Semua bersepakat melantikku sebagai warna yang menghiasi kerabat daripada darjat yang tinggi.

Akhirnya, kesabaran Merah tercabar, “Aku warna yang paling gah. Warnaku mengalir dalam jasad setiap hidupan membekalkan segala keperluan ke setiap tisu dalam badan. Aku merupakan lambang keberanian. Denganku kehidupan penuh dengan semangat.

Dengan tiba-tiba, halilintar menyambar, kilat sabung-menyabung, bunyi dentuman guruh sangat kuat sehingga mengejutkan warna-warna yang ego tadi. Akibat ketakutan, mereka mendekati antara satu sama lain, saling melindungi diantara mereka..

Tidak lama kemudian, Hujan turun renyai-renyai dengan berkata, “Bersatulah kamu, janganlah kamu merendahkan antara satu sama lain. Sesungguhnya, kamu diciptakan untuk saling melengkapi. Mari berada dekat dengan aku”.

Dengan perlahan, Merah, Oren, Kuning, Hijau, Biru, Biru Tua dan Ungu pun bergerak menghampiri Hujan. Wah, alangkah indahnya Pelangi di angkasa! Walaupun Hujan telah berlalu, namun Pelangi masih di situ, menyerikan hari, menggembirakan hati…

Sweet kn citer ni...spatutnye kite sbg manusia pn kene la mcm tu jugak...xkesah yg hitam, yg putih, yg kelabu...bersatu!...bersatulah atas dasar Islam dan iman

Lepas ni, x payah susah2 pikir nk pilih baju warna ape....choose whatever color u want, u will bring happiness n joy....but, jgn over 'pelangi', nanti bukn je buat org len gembire tp bleh buat org ketawa (suspicious also)...hahaha

The STONECUTTER

There was once a stonecutter who was dissatisfied with himself and with his position in life. One day, he passed a wealthy merchant's house and through the open gateway saw many fine possessions and important visitors. "How powerful that merchant must be!" thoughtthestonecutter. He became very envious, and wished that he could be like the merchant. Then he would no longer have to live the life of a mere stonecutter.

To his great surprise, he suddenly became the merchant, enjoying more luxuries and power than he had ever dreamed of, envied and detested by those less wealthy than himself. But soon a high official passed by, carried in a sedan chair, accompanied by attendants, and escorted by soldiers beating gongs. Everyone, no matter how wealthy, had to bow low before the procession. "How powerful that official is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a high official!"

Then he became the high official, carried everywhere in his embroidered sedan chair, feared and hated by the people all around, who had to bow down before him as he passed. It was a hot summer day, and the official felt very uncomfortable in the sticky sedan chair. He looked up at the sun. It shone proudly in the sky, unaffected by his presence. "How powerful the sun is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be the sun!"

Then he became the sun, shining fiercely down on everyone, scorching the fields, cursed by the farmers and labourers. But a huge black cloud moved between him and the earth, so that his light could no longer shine on everything below. "How powerful that storm cloud is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a cloud!"

Then he became the cloud, flooding the fields and villages, shouted at by everyone. But soon he found that he was being pushed away by some great force, and realized that it was the wind. "How powerful it is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be the wind!"

Then he became the wind, blowing tiles off the roofs of houses, uprooting trees, hated and feared by all below him. But after a while, he ran up against something that would not move, no atter how forcefully he blew against it -- a huge, towering stone. "How powerful that stone is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a stone!"

Then he became the stone, more powerful than anything else on earth. But as he stood there, he heard the sound of a hammer pounding a chisel into the solid rock and felt himself being changed. "What could be more powerful than I, the stone?" he thought. He looked down and saw far below him the figure of a stonecutter.

>>> As we're going through the tough life, as the sigh accompanying the task we do,we don't realize the extent of our own personal power.

Life is like a play..it's just God let us choose to play the protagonist or antagonist...it depends on us how good we play the role, how excellent the scripts are and how happy the ending is....

Do use our ability maximumly in achieving everything we desire...lastly, let God decides what's better for us..